life has been rather busy
this is normally the case of a usual week
mon:sch,study slack
tues-thu:sch trainning slp hw slp
fri:sch trainning dg if not same as other days
sat :slack dare
sun church slack
of im not doing any of these i will be at my mom shop waitering
so super busy and tired
haha its been a week
im thinking of so many things again
promises are not to be broken so and so
frens
life
test
its really hectic
hardly have any time to blog
trainning was especially tiring as competition is in march
CNY is only a few days from now
then it will be sch again
haven been talking to 'mommy'
siyi is going my tmr
kitty and i cant really talk to each other recently as i normally like lose my cool
benjamin has been the same gayin around
have HE project to do so going maurice house nxt week
one of my mei's been avoiding mi
im starting to cope wit my loneliness maybe?
im trying to mature
have i?
so many things have happened
....
some times i just spend time day dreaming
waiting?
maybe for her?
or something to happen?
this year will be a great year
but wad will happen?
why do i still spend time thinking about wad i have done wrong?
why do i still yearn for something tat wont come back?
why do i still see her in someone i dont noe?
why do i think so much?
haha its really hard
service was kinda fun last nite
it ended prettty late though
yar then noth much to say le
